my many human qualities... a strangeness has befallen me in light of the plethora of them. lately i am anyone but myself- a moth captured within my own silken wings, barreling towards any source of light- only to knock my head on an empty lightbulb with the illusion of light hidden inside.
i am both the catastrophe and the cure, the predator and the lure.
and you, poor you, trembling on the wayside while i twist and dance, writhe and prance within my own mess of self. you are full of patience, though naive and impulsive, and i admire you for that. but how much longer will you wait?
a simple reflection in a window jars me. has my apprehension always been so clear? i seek truth and only truth. my whims speak lies though, and i am but an eager listener.
i wonder how apparent the monster inside of me is to the outside world. will i ever find true clarity? in my art? in love? in relationship? these are questions that burn inside of me. but only sometimes.
sometimes, yeah sometimes, i find everything i need in your tawny eyes
The Gap
ReplyDeleteMonsters walk among us, behind us, inside us.
"Be aware of the gap between the train and the platform", a voice rings out above the hurried crowd and dives towards the ground, as unnoticed, as unheard as a lone street musicians pleading song.
One step over the gap and the world is in motion.
Do my thoughts slow down as my body transcends its natural velocity or does the speeds of thought and motion collide, coming together, adding up to a infinite burst of light, hitting my synapsis in search of some deeper level?
A level so deep, you can only find it in your dreams, way beyond the walls of reason. Beyond the rapidly disintegrating walls of this moving vessel, beyond the outer shells of the sorrounding crowd. Beyond the sound of music, pouring like water, slowly filling, slowly drowning the underground.
In that gap between dream and reason, between poetry and fact, real and surreal, is where the monsters live.
No warning sign, no plead for help, no call for wolf
but... "Be aware of the gap..."
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ReplyDeletehugo, thank you for this piece of art.
ReplyDeleteas for the latter writer, with no intention of breaking hearts i regret to inform you that my heart lies with the other kind.. although i always appreciate a beautiful mind, regardless of its vessel.
Thanks for coming back. It's always so nice to read your posts:)
ReplyDeleteUntil now I had only listened to your music - I am one of your subscribers on youtube - but now I discover that you are also an exquisite writer. Should have known, since you write many of your pieces.
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